If the story ends.

don't sell your heart,

Thursday, August 27, 2009

SORRY!
HELLO hello hello! okay sorry abt not blogging for so so soooo long but i had nothing to post abt so yeah and then then then like didnt want to bore you all to death! I HATE MRS JAYA !! and chickenehneh better buy me the invisible pen! hahah i love her! okay now now now i got to write one message!

okay......so.....i am really sorry..you know i never meant to hurt you especially like that...it was just a i wanna win kinda thing, but just know i still love you dear! and i really really dont want us to be like this and its not like i did something you never did to anyone and i just really hope we get through this cause its just no funnn looking at you and knowing we should hate each other but i just cant get over the thought that we used to be like sisters and once in a while i shed a tear or two just thinking of you and its not fun and i still defend you once in a while but i always have to think of what you did to hate you again and that makes it alot harder to forget you everytime.....

BYE!

Labels: dear

Thursday, July 16, 2009

so now what happens to us..i just gotta erase you?

HI
Monday: Woke up at around 6 then went to school...got new timetable:( but the good news is CHAN MALI CHAN never come:))))) so yeah then finished school at around 3 then went to raffles city to meet mom at her office then she bought me lunch...a sausage roll so i ate and did my work then at like 4.15 we left her office to go meet tessa at amk hub to watch transformers 2...the next show was at like 6.30 so it was like 5.30 so we booked the tickets and then we went shopping and i got a audi DISC:))))) then we watched the movie...it was super super nice:))) worth the time and money and like the motorbikes are damn cool and the two really funney cars with bumblebee!! then after movie finished we went to go take neoprints!:) then um reached home at like 10++ then i bathed and checked the com then went to sleep cause i was damn tired...i think thats all
Tuesday:did pretty much nothing la:(( um the usual school then daddy came to pick me up then got home used com and did pretty much nothing
Wednesday: 1st period was geog,damn boring!! then like i was so bored that i started passing notes to my partner damn lame la! then um chan mali chan never come again!:))))so no detention then i think thats it
Thursday: I did completely nothing and than tomorrow supposed to go and watch harry potter with sam ng,claudia,si hsien i think or at least hope:) cause or not gonna be superrrr boring man!

BYE

and from this moment on,i dont know you p.s. i am sorry but i just gotta move on

Labels: BORING

Friday, July 10, 2009

then what?! we get detention for breathing wrongly?!

HELLO!
urgh!! i hate CHAN MALI CHAN!! he sucks alot alot!! okay i start from the beginning. Today went to school then like at like 7.25 CHAN MALI CHAN walk into class with this damn annoyed face! then after that he ask us "I thought i told you all to settle down at 7.25??" then my class damn smart, we all still say YEAH! damn loud. Then he say with like alot of attitude "then?!" so we all go sit down damn fast. Then take temperature and say pledge and prayers. Then after that had to vote for ppl to become junior councillors! i have to admit i didnt think that the ppl would be good leaders or bad ones, i just picked them cause they are like my best friends! :) after the voting thing...CHAN MALI CHAN! go lesture us abt our attitude and i think he purposely pin point ppl..damn annoying then after that if we do anything "bad" we have to go to detention on Monday after school at like 3(1/2 hour for each offence,maximum 1hr per week) so he say you can accumalate if you want...then me and jelly were like what the freaking hell man! cause he say never do work go detention, talk during class go detention, use phone during class go detention, any complaints from a teacher go detention, eat in class go detention, never bring anything go detention and etc. so i was like breathe wrongly also go detention la!? then jelly was like yeah la! then perlyn was like Yeah LOR! so then he say yeah pretty much then we all roll our eyes. so he say okay okay i can also walk along the corridor in between classes so i can see if you do anything during class. so me jelly claudia and constance sign contract and say we heck care if go detention so first period was math, i think it was the quietest lesson we have ever had! so damn boring so we decided to pass nonsense and stuff. then was geog so like they talking about theomometers so i was talking to claudia and when i was listening to claudia talk, CHAN MALI CHAN walk past! and he saw so i was like shit!! then he walk back and look at me and put his finger on his lip and everyone in the back was starting to freak out then i was like its me la! then jelly was like i want too!!! then claudia was like omg!! sorry sorry then i said its okay la! then after geog was history then recess! so the usual nonsense we do during recess.PERPERL got her phone back in a day!! YAY :) thenshe come tell me happy happy and jumping like an idiot in the middle of the canteen so i was like YAY!! then after recess got science,i sat with perlyn then we were cursing at CHAMPION, DAMN ANNOYING LA! scold scold nag nag for nothing like CHAN MALI CHAN like that then after that was english, he look at me and say i give you chance then i was like okay? then i walk away then cause english 2 periods then cannot have assembly he take over la! but luckily they take away one period so finished at 1.35 and then he give us another lecture abt stealing and attitude then i was like looking outside the whole time then after school,went to j8 subway and ate lunch with stacey and mel b,i gave the cookie to my sister when i came home then daddy came to pick me up from j8! cause i forgot to bring ez-link and then no money:( so yeah then he asked me if i wanted to follow him to pick up pat so i was like okay then yeah now waiting to leave so yeah,i shall stop here:)

BYE!

Labels: 1/8 09.and teachers

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

and gosh,do you just gotta leave memories

HELLO!
OKay... super sorry i havent posted in a while. i shall start from friday? yeah okay i will
Friday:) i went to school in the morning until like 2.25pm cause daddy came to pick me up then like my whole class damn happy cause no homework then we all scream and dance in class before going home and then when i got home went upstairs to play com then kevin valled me and i recorded him saying "someone's" name!! haha i kept lying to him so yeah i am sorry kevin! haha yeah then at like 5 started getting ready for mass! then like i was ready by like 6 then daddy offered to send me so i was like OKAY! and then reach there and then um had to wait for kyra...started talking to nat bala and leah and their friends and then when kyra came we went sit at the corner i was trying to avoid "someone" but it failed damn badly! urgh i was damn angry luh! then after mass me and ky went park slack then i like didnt wanna eat and kyra said she not hungry so we just stayed at park then at like 8 went back to church for the meeting then kyra left when sabrina and zac came so yeah only 7 ppl came man! and then yeah wont elaborate or not it wont end! then mommy came to pick me up and then tess went 7 elevin and bought me KINDER JOY but i didnt want the chocolate and the toy damn cool la! its the changing faces one! :):):) thank you TESS! okay then pat brought home his stupeed friends,damn noisy can?! and super nuisance la they!yeah they spoilt wwe smackdown okay okay i shall stop abt friday:)
Saturday:) i practically did nothing! i woke up at like 8 and bathed then went on the com,texted anna and kyra. then at like 11 my mom asked me to go buy lunch with her so i was like okay okay fine then my sister wanted a lift to work so yeah the car was like full then i had nasi lemak for lunch then after lunch talk talk talk with my mom and grandma and then i went upstairs play PS2 but i wanted to play tennis but my mom said that they were going to toa payoh and i go there like everyday so i was like okay then nevermind then played PS2 for like 1hr then kevin called started talking talking talking then afetr that i was so bored that i fell asleep at like 3 then woke up at like 6 then i bathed again before dinner(i take like an hour to bathe) after dinner was on the phone with nat and kyra again. and then at around 11 slept cause had to go for 9am mass the next day
Sunday:)I woke up at like 7.45am(DAMN EARLY!!) cause i couldnt sleep,really! then at like 8.45 left to go pick up nat ann for mass,she sat with nicole whereas i sat with sheri giselle nat kwan kyra. So as usual i was the earliest then i was talking to kevin at first, we were betting to see whose "gang" members will come first and sheri came first so YAY!! we won! then fok came then nat then jeremy then giselle then kyra but when it was just me sheri kevin like this old man told us this damn funny joke la! DAMN funney! then after mass was cat class. then bekah pangsei me and nat kwan la! ass luh she but i still love her! then we finally decided on the skit thing...i kena be narrator la! damn stupeed!! then it was kevin,sheri and giselle's play that day! SUPER FUNNEY! cause giselle was kevin's slave! so we took video, damn funney! then sheri was mother mary then she had to say "i am a virgin" then when she say the whole room started laughing like mad! we got video too but all in nat kwan's phone!okay yeah then after cat class hung out with nat ann while waiting for my mom then we saw nat bala and leah(they walked damn funney!) haha then nat came to me and whispered "something" to me then leah was like what she say?! what she say?! then nat was like shhh!! then i was like huh??
so yeah they left then my mom came down...went market to buy food then dropped nat ann
home then went home then did nothing but talk on the phone with kevin and PS2(hot wheels is addictive!)then at like 5 went to bathe then go online then leah ask me go folick with her since i was so so bored i was liek OKAY! then went gardens wait for her ahile then eat frolick until like 6.30 then 317ed with her home then got home went to bathe again then went on the phone with kevin then sat with the family...yeah i think thats all
Monday:) Woke up at like 8 then at like 10 went to get ready to go toa payoh to meet with farah,su,mel b for history project then waited at the popular with them to but paper then while i was waiting i saw Mr Chan with his family si i tried to hide my face but i think he saw me ready so wasted la then we went to the macs near library do the thing then it was farah's birthday so yeah.then at like 2.30 farah's dad came to drop all of us home,thank you so muchhhh!! then farah and her mom like just fought before that so we were damn scared then dropped mel home first then they dropped me home it was damn funney in the car but wont elaborate so then reach home at like 3.30 then nat bala wanted to treat me to frolickso i was like okay then she actually paid for me so THANK YOU SO MUCHHH!! then at like 5 went frolick with her until like 6 i think then walked up to church with her then waited outside church there with nat cause she waiting for her friend,denise then she was calling sheri retarded and stuff then i talk talk talk with desiree then we all talk talk talk then after that nat sheri desiree bekah and me go bus stop nat ask sheri go for me (so sweet!:)) then after that my buss came then they go back church for LISS then i got home ate,bathed then sent my brother to camp(NS) then got home talked on the phone with kevin, then slept at like 10 plus so yeah i think thats all!
yeah okay than today when school, came home bathed and then now on com so yeah! i am gonna go on facebook now!

BYE!!

she's so sexy,so cool,she's the baddest girl i see,im wondering why i only see her in my dreams,the love of my life,she's the only one for me,my L.O.V.E,oh my L.O.V.E

Labels: haha a bit late

Monday, June 29, 2009

all the whispered excuses just dont make sense

HI!
ok sorry i havent blogged in a long long while again! yeah well today i think i seriously skipped school thanks to my dad and my his alarm clock! well usually my dad wakes up earlier than me he wakes up at like 5.45am whereas i wake up at like 6.15am thats why we both use different alarm clocks, so then today his didnt ring so he woke up at like the same time as me then he woke up and said to me okay you are gonna be late so just sleep first then he went to like get ready then he only finished getting ready at like 7 so then my mom asked him abt me and he said i got everything under control la just sleep and then he said bye to my mom and he just let me sleep!! and i was like yay!! yeah then yesterday i went to scholl and in the morning i realised my hair was too short to tie then i got to school and farahhelped me tie my hair first then it like wasnt nice so jelly tied my hair like super duper nice la!! and like the ponytail was like spike-ish damn nice but from the front in mel's and farah's words "OMG BARBARA! you know what you look super ah lian-ish like this but your hair still looks nice" so i was like okay....confusing much? then like when i got home i was so scared that my hair wouldnt be straight anymore so i started straightening it in case so yeah i think its okay and i hope i can still go mass with sheri nat kwan and kyra later so yeah i shall end here! :D

GOODBYE!

andiactuallythoughtyouchangedforthebetterofusbothbutiguessnothuh

Labels: school.mass.dad

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

and unfortunately he came to his senses before i did

HI!
ok sorry i havent been blogging for a few days cause i really had nothing to blog about,ok so yesterday had church meeting AGAIN! like for once more guys came than girls it was like a miracle man! but only 2 girls went and it was me and nat kwan! yeah and jeremy.fok.marcus.nigel.daniel, ok so we bekah and her daddy are both our heroes!! Bekah and her dad went to suntec on saturday and they were at the CD shop and they found the jeremiah cd and guess what? Bekah's dad actually bought us the CD...how nice of him right!? and we didnt even deserve man,so we met at church as usual and for once i was early plus i was the first cause everyone else was late then STUPEEEED DAN came in a CAB!! ARGH! i hate him! then marcus came,then nat kwan and then dawn came running in with her uniform then fok and jeremy came together and then last was nigel so we sat outside the adoration room for like an hour just thinking of whose house to go to just to watch the show then everyone was like BARBARA JUST GO YOUR HOUSE LA! cause it was the most convinient and all that nonsense so i called my dad and he said it was okay then we all took 317 down to my house and then we watched the show but like we were not paying attention at all...especially nigel and fok and jeremy!! yeah it was superrr long,it was like 92 minutes long man!! then um nat and nigel totally looked couple-ish!! it was superr funney!! me and daniel and fok noticed it...they were like sitting super close and then they were playing around with each other super flirty man! and then after the show ended at like 2pm we all walked to the bus stop...then daniel marcus and nat went to macs...nigel went home i think...fok and jeremy went to serangoon to buy bubble tea i guess(idiots) yeah so i guess thats it...okay! okay i am gonna go see if i finished all my hw so

GOODBYE!

causeitslateandyoumommadontknowandgoodbyecauseijustdonthavetimesforthegamesyouplay

Labels: cat class retards

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

And its like you changed couse of it......

OMG!

yeah ok so why did you have to be so super childish again? its not like its a do or die kinda thing right? and sometimes i just really dont get you! urgh its like you are a a child in a teenager's body and its super annoying you know! its like one minute you are happy and the next not its so freaking confusing and stupeeed....and does the whole world need to know for you to be happy?? and you keep saying things which like 90% of isnt true so as your friend how the heck are we to know what the hell you want us to do?? is it too much to ask as your friend for some hints or even a warning...we all have times when we get pissed but the difference is we dont take it out on you or even each other and everyone and sometimes i just feel like saying i cant take this anymore and just shouting at you but i know that its not even gonna be worth it or even change a thing so i just forget it all together!! i really dont wanna hurt you or even gossip behind your back but sometimes you really force us to and its not like we dont feel anything when you insult us or gossip about us but we just get on with life and sometimes you're the most stressful person to talk to and if you keep going like this i m sorry but i just gotta let go and stop holding on for dear life! and its not like i dont think abt the things you do and its not like i dont have my own problems to worry abt!? its okay if after you read this you wanna not talk to me and gossip abt me cause you already do n its fine you wanna tell my secrets to everyone or even get the rest to not talk to me cause its your choice but if the others are really my friends they wont listen and its fine if you wanna turn your seniors against me cause i just hope that they wont listen and yeah i think i need to stop letting you bribe me to be your friend cause its super stupeed of me!!you wanna go bitch abt me back on your blog its okay cause it wouldnt be the first would it? and yeah for the ppl who know who i m talking abt good for you but that doesnt mean i hate her completely sometmes she can be super mature and happy and nice and thats what made me hole on for so damn freaking long....so yeah i think i will stop her and let you think abt the next move you wanna make...

ITS OVER!

and bekah dont be so angry k?? cause they are all not worth it!! and it super weird to hear my best friend use those kind of words and i dont think your dad would like it would he and i m glad you trust me enough to tell me stuff cause i love you dear! and dont be stressed by them cause just know you have me and your family always standing right behind you waititng for you to cross the finishing line and yeah dont let her get to you and just live the way you wanna not the way they tell you to...ILY!

Labels: STRESS.BEKAH

Thursday, August 27, 2009

and i guess the games are over....

BYE!

Labels: dear

Thursday, July 16, 2009

so now what happens to us..i just gotta erase you?

Labels: BORING

Friday, July 10, 2009

then what?! we get detention for breathing wrongly?!

Labels: 1/8 09.and teachers

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

and gosh,do you just gotta leave memories

Labels: haha a bit late

Monday, June 29, 2009

all the whispered excuses just dont make sense

Labels: school.mass.dad

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

and unfortunately he came to his senses before i did

Labels: cat class retards

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

And its like you changed couse of it......

Labels: STRESS.BEKAH

i never said perfect and neither did you

Hello!
Name:Barbara Anne Paranjody
Class:Secondary 1/8 oh nine! 1 Isiaih 09[we are the best]
School:CHIJ Toa Payoh Secondary
Church:Saint Francis Xavier
Family:Tessa! Pat! Kevin!
Relationship Status:SINGLE♥
Colours:Green.Black.Red.White♥
The Dearest:Bekah♥ Nat Kwan♥ Giselle♥ Leah♥ Nat Bala♥ Farah♥ Mel Baldwin♥ Mel Lee♥ Lyani♥
Cookie Monster is The ♥!

Ineedyou.ibreatheyou.iseeyou.ispeakyou.ihearyou.ithinkyou.isingyou.ILOVEYOU!♥

AND HE'LL SAY THAT THEY WILL NEVER BE A THING SO SHE SAYS OKAY AND WALKS AWAY SLOWLY WITH TEAR STREAMING DOWN HER FACE

cause you are everything to me that when i close my eyes its you i see♥